I tapped on the door to her room that stood slightly ajar
before gently pushing it open.
Her face could have lit a dark space when she saw me.
She hugged me tight, pulled back, lit up again, then
hugged me some more.
Her walls are covered with mandalas, all the same,
each different, that she has colored. Canisters of
colored pencils sit on each of two small tables.
You must have the most beautiful room on the floor, I say.
I do, she says. Mandalas.
We go out for lunch. Turns out Newton, Kansas has some
wonderful old houses. She keeps pointing out the
ones with mansard roofs.
Remember, she says to me, remember how we used to…
But the thoughts drifts off, so I study the roofs, and, yes,
there were such in Emporia, Kansas, where we were
unlikely classmates in graduate school, she so young
and willowy, I a staggering newly single mother of two.
She points to another mansard house. Remember? She says.
Yes! Ghosts. Underground railroad, right?
Yes! Remember how we saw them, those ghosts? Remember?
And I do. I remember how we walked around town,
told each other tales, most always cynical, humorous,
self mocking, sometimes licentious and most often
centered around the house with the mansard roof.
Good, she says, Good for you. And remember we kind
of joked a little, and we wrote, didn’t we? We wrote
some, some…
Poems, I say.
Yes, Very short little words. But those roofs. Remember?
Yes, I do.
Well, we shouldn’t have laughed, you know. They are
there, those ghosts. And they are very very lonely.
~ Eve Ott
Eve Ott loves the Kansas City writing community and has been writing up a storm since she retired there in 2007. Her collection Album from the Silent Generation was released last year by Aldrich Press. Eve has poems in several anthologies.
Ronda Miller enjoys wandering the high plateau of NW Kansas where the Arikaree Breaks whisper late into the sunset and scream into blizzards and thunderstorms. She lives in Lawrence close to her son and daughter. She is a district president and the state vice president for Kansas Authors Club. She is a life coach specializing in working with those who have lost someone to homicide. She dances every chance she gets. She has poetry in numerous online and hard copy publications that include The Smithsonian Institute. Two books of poetry include Going Home: Poems from My Life and MoonStain (Meadowlark Books, May 2015).
Eve, I am very impressed with this poem. I think that we are in a group together at TWP with CA. I would love to talk with you about your piece after workshop some time if that is ok with you. Again, nice poem.
Blessings, Annie N
Actually, I’m not in that group at the present time. However, I’d be very happy to talk with you about it. Feel free to email me.
As us always the case with your poetry, this one hits me in the heart.
Thank you, thank you!